This post is - I don't know. A result of my ego running away from me, lack of sleep, and my own stupidity, I guess. Chances are, the right person isn't going to see this and anyone new to my journal is going to think I'm neurotic. And even if she does see this, she'll probably be like, "o lol, that bailey, she's so creepy/pathetic" (perhaps creepily pathetic), and she'd probably be right to say so. But I have to post this or else I will explode.

I... could write a long, heartfelt apology/spiel about how much our friendship means/meant to me, but I don't feel comfortable posting that publicly, and honestly, I am not brave enough to message you. So in lieu of a lengthier, perhaps more meaningful apology, I will say this:

I miss you.

Friends Only.

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